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JDC55 *2
1. PB2 username: JDC5
2. PB2 profile link: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=JDC5&id=1321970
3. Do you have any alternate accounts (accounts that you own or use, apart from the account you are applying with)? If yes, please state their usernames with their respective profile links:
SnipeE: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=SnipeE&id=1326644
Cisc: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Cisc&id=1331680
JDC55: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=JDC55&id=1282821
StainZ: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=StainZ&id=1329990
LHexTic: Lost In Data Base
Pb2Jordy: Lost In Data Base
Bizzare
The Rest I forgot
4. How long have you played PB2? Almost 3 years.
5a. Kills count: 3,132
5b. Deaths count: 2,253
6. Are you currently in a clan?: No
7. What clans were you in after leaving GeNo?: YrN
8. Why did you join those clans?: I thought YrN would be a fresh start for me, but it died down.
9. Why did you leave GeNo?: Back then I was going through a tough time, moving away from friends, and having real tough anxiety. I kept feeling experiences of my death and thinking about my embarrassing past, and started trying to be more fun, and perverted which was never meant to harm anyone. And GeNo members took it personal and started bullying me and pointing fingers towards me.
10. [Critical] Why do you wish to come back?: To be honest, GeNo was my real home until people like Panik came around. I notice I still have my real friends here and people that I hurt over the year of me being in GeNo. I feel like my old self. My [GeNo] self. I'm truly tired of acting ignorant and taking my stress and anger out on the community. I wanna feel at home again, with my real friends, and my real friends has always been here.
11. [Critical] What would you contribute this time that you didn't contribute last time you were in GeNo?: At this point, I really wanna make it up to you guys and be really active on the forums. Checking Applications, replying to Optional post etc... There isn't much I could do. But I hope to gain you guy's trust again.
12. [Critical] How did you display good behavior in GeNo? How did you display bad behavior in GeNo?: As in good behavior, I was more mature. As a Prestige I did what I needed to moderate the chat and forums. I was more respectful towards others and staying out of pointless arguments. As for Bad behavior, at the end of my term serving GeNo, I did a lot of bad, and I can admit. I wrongly went to BoZ's forums and made a troll application.My personality changed quite a lot and started taking personal anger out on Members and the community. I called Spyder names after she told me she didn't like me. And last, I left you guys.
13. [Optional] Current country/state of residence:
14. How active will you be on GeNo forums and Discord Chat?: I will be really active. Just to make it up to you guys.
15. [Very Critical] In your own opinion, from the clan's perspective, why should we accept you back into this clan?: I'm not going to say you need me or anything, but I feel there will be a certain amount of people willing to talk to me. There have been some in the past, but I was too much of an idiot to listen. I disrespected and insulted Spirit, and have no way to apologize to him since he blocked me after the incident with the BoZ beef. I wanna speed the application process up and help you guys get 1 more active voter. I wanna make suggestion topics.
16. Have you been tested? If yes, please state who tested you, and please provide screenshot proof of the combat test: No
17. [Very Critical] By applying to GeNo, you will show the utmost respect to your fellow clan members and leaders, as well as to players outside of this clan. This includes being honest about your application and your answers during each phase, and with others concerning your actions. Failure to do so will result in severe consequences, such as dismissal from the clan. If in any case, you wish to leave GeNo, you must sign out a resignation form to confirm your leaving. If you do not fill it in, we have every right to say we kicked you out of the clan. There are codes of conduct that must be followed if you are going to represent our clan. Do you believe you can handle this responsibility?: I do
18. Are you applying for Member or Trial Member?: Member
2. PB2 profile link: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=JDC5&id=1321970
3. Do you have any alternate accounts (accounts that you own or use, apart from the account you are applying with)? If yes, please state their usernames with their respective profile links:
SnipeE: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=SnipeE&id=1326644
Cisc: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=Cisc&id=1331680
JDC55: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=JDC55&id=1282821
StainZ: http://plazmaburst2.com/?a=&s=7&ac=StainZ&id=1329990
LHexTic: Lost In Data Base
Pb2Jordy: Lost In Data Base
Bizzare
The Rest I forgot
4. How long have you played PB2? Almost 3 years.
5a. Kills count: 3,132
5b. Deaths count: 2,253
6. Are you currently in a clan?: No
7. What clans were you in after leaving GeNo?: YrN
8. Why did you join those clans?: I thought YrN would be a fresh start for me, but it died down.
9. Why did you leave GeNo?: Back then I was going through a tough time, moving away from friends, and having real tough anxiety. I kept feeling experiences of my death and thinking about my embarrassing past, and started trying to be more fun, and perverted which was never meant to harm anyone. And GeNo members took it personal and started bullying me and pointing fingers towards me.
10. [Critical] Why do you wish to come back?: To be honest, GeNo was my real home until people like Panik came around. I notice I still have my real friends here and people that I hurt over the year of me being in GeNo. I feel like my old self. My [GeNo] self. I'm truly tired of acting ignorant and taking my stress and anger out on the community. I wanna feel at home again, with my real friends, and my real friends has always been here.
11. [Critical] What would you contribute this time that you didn't contribute last time you were in GeNo?: At this point, I really wanna make it up to you guys and be really active on the forums. Checking Applications, replying to Optional post etc... There isn't much I could do. But I hope to gain you guy's trust again.
12. [Critical] How did you display good behavior in GeNo? How did you display bad behavior in GeNo?: As in good behavior, I was more mature. As a Prestige I did what I needed to moderate the chat and forums. I was more respectful towards others and staying out of pointless arguments. As for Bad behavior, at the end of my term serving GeNo, I did a lot of bad, and I can admit. I wrongly went to BoZ's forums and made a troll application.My personality changed quite a lot and started taking personal anger out on Members and the community. I called Spyder names after she told me she didn't like me. And last, I left you guys.
13. [Optional] Current country/state of residence:
14. How active will you be on GeNo forums and Discord Chat?: I will be really active. Just to make it up to you guys.
15. [Very Critical] In your own opinion, from the clan's perspective, why should we accept you back into this clan?: I'm not going to say you need me or anything, but I feel there will be a certain amount of people willing to talk to me. There have been some in the past, but I was too much of an idiot to listen. I disrespected and insulted Spirit, and have no way to apologize to him since he blocked me after the incident with the BoZ beef. I wanna speed the application process up and help you guys get 1 more active voter. I wanna make suggestion topics.
16. Have you been tested? If yes, please state who tested you, and please provide screenshot proof of the combat test: No
17. [Very Critical] By applying to GeNo, you will show the utmost respect to your fellow clan members and leaders, as well as to players outside of this clan. This includes being honest about your application and your answers during each phase, and with others concerning your actions. Failure to do so will result in severe consequences, such as dismissal from the clan. If in any case, you wish to leave GeNo, you must sign out a resignation form to confirm your leaving. If you do not fill it in, we have every right to say we kicked you out of the clan. There are codes of conduct that must be followed if you are going to represent our clan. Do you believe you can handle this responsibility?: I do
18. Are you applying for Member or Trial Member?: Member
JDC55Official Member- IGN : HeRoZiC aka JDC55
Posts : 366
Points* : 564
Join Date : 2015-08-13
Age : 23
Re: JDC55 *2
its true that you acted like a child, and its nice that you admit how bad your attitude was towards people in the clan, but that doesnt convince me to accept you into the clan at all. in fact, considering what you said in the past, it truly is embarrassing to think that you were once a Prestige Member here.
also, if youre banned permanently, im not sure if youre allowed to reapply at all?
also, if youre banned permanently, im not sure if youre allowed to reapply at all?
GuestGuest
Re: JDC55 *2
Time to start pointing out things that are critical agains you
First of all you had to know yrn was dying since you joined it after my leaving (clan was already dead) and reason of your joining was just to stand against itami's politicy.
You promised how much you will fuck them up etc. etc. but you ended up on going inactive.. lol... ( http://prntscr.com/ed5gxn ).
Also the fact I have seen you always acting rude and being kicked from many chats for it makes me think you just apologize to get back in.
The last thing is you're applying just because you've seen "old members" doing this (and most of them passing test no matter what they've done in past so you think you might do same...)
You promise how much you will contribute to GeNo but what else except being "active" on forum you're about to do?
Most of the things you pointed out are just useless speculations without any proves that you've changed.... sadly
The fact you're perma banned proves you had to be such a tryhard as painn is (cuz it's hard to get perma banned from GeNo lol)
The fact is you might be helpful with voting on forums
These things I have pointed out under your application are against you in red, neutral in yellow and green with you
So could you please first of all prove that we should let you back in?
First of all you had to know yrn was dying since you joined it after my leaving (clan was already dead) and reason of your joining was just to stand against itami's politicy.
You promised how much you will fuck them up etc. etc. but you ended up on going inactive.. lol... ( http://prntscr.com/ed5gxn ).
Also the fact I have seen you always acting rude and being kicked from many chats for it makes me think you just apologize to get back in.
The last thing is you're applying just because you've seen "old members" doing this (and most of them passing test no matter what they've done in past so you think you might do same...)
You promise how much you will contribute to GeNo but what else except being "active" on forum you're about to do?
Most of the things you pointed out are just useless speculations without any proves that you've changed.... sadly
The fact you're perma banned proves you had to be such a tryhard as painn is (cuz it's hard to get perma banned from GeNo lol)
The fact is you might be helpful with voting on forums
These things I have pointed out under your application are against you in red, neutral in yellow and green with you
So could you please first of all prove that we should let you back in?
NarcosisNon-Member- IGN : Vaa
Gender :
Posts : 255
Points* : 367
Join Date : 2016-11-28
Age : 25
Location : Hell
Re: JDC55 *2
You were extremely rude towards Carla, you spammed personal pictures of multiple different people, you posed as Kingman in PWL and then when Maxy trusted you as an admin for PCL, you nuked the chat. You also threatened to nuke Itami and GeNo chats. On top of all that, you act like a 9 year old, constantly spamming chat with verses to songs or picking fights with anyone that would engage. I still have screens that could destroy your app. I'll wait a little bit before dropping those.
AdebayoOfficial Member- IGN : Qu1et
Gender : Posts : 672
Points* : 783
Join Date : 2015-08-31
Age : 26
Location : Toronto
Kill4EverNon-Member- IGN : Kill4Ever
Gender : Posts : 144
Points* : 146
Join Date : 2016-01-18
Age : 19
Location : San Francisco
Re: JDC55 *2
Oh my goodness this will be fun...
1:Threats to nuke geno chat
2:Acts like a child thinking he is a badass.
3:Insults members.
What will he do next???
Applies for GeNo.
That shows what you think of your doings.
It shows that you dont care,that you dont think much of them.
Do you have any idea what you've done to yourself?
Do you have any idea the odds you'll have to face to get accepted again?
Here is an advise.
Just because you can destroy people's work mean you are a god or invincible,for everysingle one of your missdeeds there will be an equal consequence weather its from us or from something else,doesnt really matter,all you should know is that it will nail you where you dont excpect it to.
Think before you act or you will destroy yourself even further.
1:Threats to nuke geno chat
2:Acts like a child thinking he is a badass.
3:Insults members.
What will he do next???
Applies for GeNo.
That shows what you think of your doings.
It shows that you dont care,that you dont think much of them.
Do you have any idea what you've done to yourself?
Do you have any idea the odds you'll have to face to get accepted again?
Here is an advise.
Just because you can destroy people's work mean you are a god or invincible,for everysingle one of your missdeeds there will be an equal consequence weather its from us or from something else,doesnt really matter,all you should know is that it will nail you where you dont excpect it to.
Think before you act or you will destroy yourself even further.
ShadyOfficial Member- IGN : BlazeItBirb
Gender : Posts : 130
Points* : 76
Join Date : 2016-09-13
Age : 22
Location : Greece
Re: JDC55 *2
Enough with the savage comments!
I think we all get the damn point.
We are being of topic from what we're ACTUALLY supposed to be doing in questioning phase.
JDC, do you think you could possibly change your attitude and behaviour in the past to maybe I dunno, have a better chance of being accepoted.
I think we all get the damn point.
We are being of topic from what we're ACTUALLY supposed to be doing in questioning phase.
JDC, do you think you could possibly change your attitude and behaviour in the past to maybe I dunno, have a better chance of being accepoted.
79THUSANNon-Member- IGN : Crystal Gemstone
Posts : 296
Points* : 0
Join Date : 2016-10-22
Age : 19
Location : Saudi Arabia
Re: JDC55 *2
JDC applied... Oh boi
here we go:
1) Nuked PCL chat
2) Threats to Nuke GeNo chat
3) Multiple insults against GeNo AND Non-GeNo members.
How In fukin heavens earth did you think this was a good idea? just how?
I will give you 2 pieces of advice:
1) Think before you act.
2) just void this app.
Cuz you and this clan, it´s not gonna happen anytime soon.
here we go:
1) Nuked PCL chat
2) Threats to Nuke GeNo chat
3) Multiple insults against GeNo AND Non-GeNo members.
How In fukin heavens earth did you think this was a good idea? just how?
I will give you 2 pieces of advice:
1) Think before you act.
2) just void this app.
Cuz you and this clan, it´s not gonna happen anytime soon.
FitalionNon-Member- IGN : Fitalion
Posts : 200
Points* : 161
Join Date : 2016-12-11
Location : Home, prob
Re: JDC55 *2
If you really want to come back here then stop acting like a dickhead and keep reapplying until you get in. I hope you know you'll get denied several times before anyone is willing to forgive you for your past transgressions.[hideedit]
Last edited by Vesper on Sat Feb 25, 2017 6:14 pm; edited 1 time in total
VesperPrestige Member- IGN : iVesperX
Gender : Posts : 2011
Points* : 3457
Join Date : 2015-07-29
Age : 25
Re: JDC55 *2
JDC, I know that you were old member at that time. I know you were a member before becoming prestige member. And i just wanted to say that you will have to prove to us that you really want it.
DamnationOfficial Member- IGN : Damnation
Gender : Posts : 259
Points* : 346
Join Date : 2015-08-15
Re: JDC55 *2
It wasn't all that long ago you threatened to nuke Itami/GeNo chats. I'm surprised you're attempting to apply. Pretty much everything that's been said by the other members here is exactly how I feel, and on top of the fact that this type of attitude is recent. There has hardly been anything close to enough time between when you acted so childishly, and this application.
In conclusion, it's extremely difficult for me to believe any real change has occurred within you. Why do you think we should believe you?
In conclusion, it's extremely difficult for me to believe any real change has occurred within you. Why do you think we should believe you?
TugzOfficial Member- IGN : Tugz
Gender :
Posts : 1510
Points* : 2961
Join Date : 2015-10-08
Re: JDC55 *2
VVannabe wrote:Time to start pointing out things that are critical agains you
First of all you had to know yrn was dying since you joined it after my leaving (clan was already dead) and reason of your joining was just to stand against itami's politicy.
You promised how much you will fuck them up etc. etc. but you ended up on going inactive.. lol... ( http://prntscr.com/ed5gxn ).
Also the fact I have seen you always acting rude and being kicked from many chats for it makes me think you just apologize to get back in.
The last thing is you're applying just because you've seen "old members" doing this (and most of them passing test no matter what they've done in past so you think you might do same...)
You promise how much you will contribute to GeNo but what else except being "active" on forum you're about to do?
Most of the things you pointed out are just useless speculations without any proves that you've changed.... sadly
The fact you're perma banned proves you had to be such a tryhard as painn is (cuz it's hard to get perma banned from GeNo lol)
The fact is you might be helpful with voting on forums
These things I have pointed out under your application are against you in red, neutral in yellow and green with you
So could you please first of all prove that we should let you back in?
I was in YrN for a month or so. I never promised YrN anything. And no I'm not applying because "Old Members" are getting in. I can care less about that. I never promised how much I would fuck Itami up. These are all assumptions cause of my past beef with others. You're just putting stuff on me now. I never even hated Itami that much to even try and mess with them until they started bullying me because of my age. I only threatened them with nuking their chat which was wrong and it was only to scare them. And I joined YrN off a merge between a Team in PWL. We merged into YrN and that's how I got in YrN. I never joined because of Itami. It literally had nothing to do with Itami. I know you don't like me, but that doesn't mean you have to make up assumptions about me.
And to others. I don't how I can prove to you. I'm banned from any chat that GeNo lies behind. And this is my only chance at proving. But if there's anything you want me to do I'll do it.
JDC55Official Member- IGN : HeRoZiC aka JDC55
Posts : 366
Points* : 564
Join Date : 2015-08-13
Age : 23
Re: JDC55 *2
We literally posted screens of you threatening to nuke Itami and GeNo chats. How ignorant are you.?
AdebayoOfficial Member- IGN : Qu1et
Gender : Posts : 672
Points* : 783
Join Date : 2015-08-31
Age : 26
Location : Toronto
Re: JDC55 *2
Ƈσℓυмвιηє wrote:We literally posted screens of you threatening to nuke Itami and GeNo chats. How ignorant are you.?
I never said I didn't threading anyone. I know what I did. And it was wrong.
JDC55Official Member- IGN : HeRoZiC aka JDC55
Posts : 366
Points* : 564
Join Date : 2015-08-13
Age : 23
Re: JDC55 *2
What Changed Me
This isn't for anyone to be feeling sorry for me. If you don't read this, then you won't understand me, and you won't know why I did the stuff I did.
As a Prestige Member I was mature. I had nothing to worry about, until I gained Anxiety. Personal things got to mind, and I watched things that I probably shouldn't have ever watched. I made dumb mistakes and filled my mind with stuff that made me stay up all night. I had no sleep. I thought of things so scary, I started becoming afraid of sleeping in the dark, so I stayed up until 7, so the sun could come up. I was moving away from my friends. I felt non-stop experiences that were so painful to think about. I was unhappy with myself for making these mistakes. This is the part where I lose my maturity and started trying to lighten myself with being, more fun and perverted. I said some nasty stuff to Spyder. I started being more open to people. And people started to hate me because of it. I started getting made fun of and bullied by GeNo members and outsiders. Direcly Panik and Cyko. Thats when I left GeNo. I still had love for GeNo. So much love that I put GeNo 1st on the Top 3 Clans list. People in BoZ then started bashing me with mean hurtful comments, Stryde put a fake quote of me on their website. Then I was known for being a BoZ hater which I wasn't. So everywhere I went, people started arguments with me, destined to pick fights with me. I had issues. I started to get angry. Thats when I started to just be rude towards everyone. That's when I started being immature. Mainly cause everyone despised me.
Nuking PCL/Threats
Kingman accidentally gave me his Discord account in a screenshot. I logged in once, but that was it until things got bad with me and the PCL Community. Lots of people made fun of me because my age. So I logged into Kingmans account and Nuked PCL. Me and Kill4Ever weren't on good terms, I msged him saying GeNo chat was next. Which was just to scare him. Same with Itami. I was angry at everyone.But none of that is an excuse for what I did. Though I was going through a tough time, I still shouldn't have done any of that. But after my break, I feel like I have changed. I feel like a better person.
NOTE:
A long while ago, I was getting better, and I told everyone, that one day, I would forreal apply to GeNo one day. And someone told me to do it. So I felt confident of myself. This was never to copy anyone. Or get back at anyone. Anyone who I don't like, I've separated myself with. Including Painn.
JDC55Official Member- IGN : HeRoZiC aka JDC55
Posts : 366
Points* : 564
Join Date : 2015-08-13
Age : 23
Re: JDC55 *2
Last edited by Vesper on Sun Feb 26, 2017 2:17 am; edited 1 time in total
VesperPrestige Member- IGN : iVesperX
Gender : Posts : 2011
Points* : 3457
Join Date : 2015-07-29
Age : 25
Re: JDC55 *2
I do believe in that but now honestly your answers/app is too wordy and plus it doesn't directly address the issue as far as I am concerned. And its way too wordy for me to pick out the main points.Vesper wrote:Everyone deserves a second chance.
Finally, your answers/app is only full of stupid emotional stuff. I can't pick out objectives from it.
Now I want you to answer my questions directly, I do not like long ass grandfather story about how emotional/sick/tired/etc you were. I want direct answers , simple and short.
Q1 : Overall in general, what was the greatest mistake you did?
Q1-2 : What will you do to show us that you will fix that mistake?
>You stated
Q2 : How do you know that you have changed? Feel is one meaning, knowing and proving is another.JDC55 wrote:I feel like I have changed. I feel like a better person.
Q2-1 : How are we suppose to believe you?
> Right now is a period where a lot of people are applying back to GeNo. Most of them are just using emotional words to take control of the human mind and get votes. Some of them can deny but they can't trick me.
> Also, more people with bad history on GeNo are applying because they see this as period of time is easier to get back in.
= If you have that mindset, I am sorry as I am here to prove you wrong. Otherwise, answer the questions below.
> From your app condition right now, I don't think you have much true friends here.
> Panik is back in GeNo before you even applied.
= Hence I don't believe what you stated on your app on Q10. Which concludes that you have no reason to join Geno.
Q3 : What is the true reason why you want to get back in geno?
[No longer than 2 sentences]
> Anyone can reply to topics, post, gain trust. In fact, we have a lot of people who do that already.
> Based on reviews and your app condition, majority Geno members would be far happier with you not coming back.
= Based on Q11 and app condition, I don't see how you can really contribute to Geno.
Q4 : What makes you different/special from the members?
Q4-1 : How do we know that you won't become a benchseat warmer?
GuestGuest
Re: JDC55 *2
K2Shape wrote:I do believe in that but now honestly your answers/app is too wordy and plus it doesn't directly address the issue as far as I am concerned. And its way too wordy for me to pick out the main points.Vesper wrote:Everyone deserves a second chance.
Finally, your answers/app is only full of stupid emotional stuff. I can't pick out objectives from it.
Now I want you to answer my questions directly, I do not like long ass grandfather story about how emotional/sick/tired/etc you were. I want direct answers , simple and short.
Q1 : Overall in general, what was the greatest mistake you did?
Q1-2 : What will you do to show us that you will fix that mistake?
>You statedQ2 : How do you know that you have changed? Feel is one meaning, knowing and proving is another.JDC55 wrote:I feel like I have changed. I feel like a better person.
Q2-1 : How are we suppose to believe you?
> Right now is a period where a lot of people are applying back to GeNo. Most of them are just using emotional words to take control of the human mind and get votes. Some of them can deny but they can't trick me.
> Also, more people with bad history on GeNo are applying because they see this as period of time is easier to get back in.
= If you have that mindset, I am sorry as I am here to prove you wrong. Otherwise, answer the questions below.
> From your app condition right now, I don't think you have much true friends here.
> Panik is back in GeNo before you even applied.
= Hence I don't believe what you stated on your app on Q10. Which concludes that you have no reason to join Geno.
Q3 : What is the true reason why you want to get back in geno?
[No longer than 2 sentences]
> Anyone can reply to topics, post, gain trust. In fact, we have a lot of people who do that already.
> Based on reviews and your app condition, majority Geno members would be far happier with you not coming back.
= Based on Q11 and app condition, I don't see how you can really contribute to Geno.
Q4 : What makes you different/special from the members?
Q4-1 : How do we know that you won't become a benchseat warmer?
Q1: There was many mistakes. But my biggest mistake was Nuking PCL Chat and threatening to do the same to GeNo, because I knew I wasn't going to do it. and I broke GeNo's trust. I had love for GeNo and that was the real only time that I felt hostile towards GeNo. Which was for some stupid members that made fun of me.
Q2: I really don't have a way to prove to you guys I've changed, but I've noticed myself treating others differently in some chats. Ask anybody I've talked to today, I've been pretty friendly to everyone.
Q3: GeNo has always been my home. When I joined GeNo, my true friends followed me here, making it more of a home when I left BoZ, then I made new friends, and I've always wanted to come back to GeNo. I know that GeNo is the only Clan that I'm able to take serious with. And I miss all that.
The only way I can prove to you I've changed, is if you see me daily now. I've been more happy than ever. I've been cooperating with everyone lately, and I feel mature again. I even apologized to Painn and left him. And Panik being in this clan isn't going to stop me from applying. Panik doesn't like me and didn't like me from the start, but I know he has changed too. And if I don't mess with him, he won't mess with me.
JDC55Official Member- IGN : HeRoZiC aka JDC55
Posts : 366
Points* : 564
Join Date : 2015-08-13
Age : 23
Re: JDC55 *2
Note : I already state myself I hate it when people add stupid additional details that hinders my eyesight from seeing the objective. Those marked in red was really not needed.JDC55 wrote:
Q1: There was many mistakes. But my biggest mistake was Nuking PCL Chat and threatening to do the same to GeNo , because I knew I wasn't going to do it. and I broke GeNo's trust.I had love for GeNo and that was the real only time that I felt hostile towards GeNo. Which was for some stupid members that made fun of me.
Q2: I really don't have a way to prove to you guys I've changed, but I've noticed myself treating others differently in some chats. Ask anybody I've talked to today, I've been pretty friendly to everyone.
Q3: GeNo has always been my home. When I joined GeNo, my true friends followed me here, making it more of a home when I left BoZ, then I made new friends, and I've always wanted to come back to GeNo. I know that GeNo is the only Clan that I'm able to take serious with. And I miss all that.
The only way I can prove to you I've changed, is if you see me daily now. I've been more happy than ever. I've been cooperating with everyone lately, and I feel mature again. I even apologized to Painn and left him. And Panik being in this clan isn't going to stop me from applying. Panik doesn't like me and didn't like me from the start, but I know he has changed too. And if I don't mess with him, he won't mess with me.
If you stated your objective clearly, then obviously people themselves will know how you really feel.
Q1 -= I asked for In general/overall. Not for a specific one.
Q1-1 -= was not answered. Or either you answered it indirectly, re-answer it again.
Q2 and Q2-1 += pretty fine.
Q3 -= But look at your app now. Not much people takes you seriously, and not much of your true friends are here. If I was you, I honestly wouldn't call this a home myself, neither would I want to come to here.
Q4 and Q4-1 -= Not answered
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Re: JDC55 *2
JDC55 wrote:What Changed Me
This isn't for anyone to be feeling sorry for me. If you don't read this, then you won't understand me, and you won't know why I did the stuff I did.
As a Prestige Member I was mature. I had nothing to worry about, until I gained Anxiety. Personal things got to mind, and I watched things that I probably shouldn't have ever watched. I made dumb mistakes and filled my mind with stuff that made me stay up all night. I had no sleep. I thought of things so scary, I started becoming afraid of sleeping in the dark, so I stayed up until 7, so the sun could come up. I was moving away from my friends. I felt non-stop experiences that were so painful to think about. I was unhappy with myself for making these mistakes. This is the part where I lose my maturity and started trying to lighten myself with being, more fun and perverted. I said some nasty stuff to Spyder. I started being more open to people. And people started to hate me because of it. I started getting made fun of and bullied by GeNo members and outsiders. Direcly Panik and Cyko. Thats when I left GeNo. I still had love for GeNo. So much love that I put GeNo 1st on the Top 3 Clans list. People in BoZ then started bashing me with mean hurtful comments, Stryde put a fake quote of me on their website. Then I was known for being a BoZ hater which I wasn't. So everywhere I went, people started arguments with me, destined to pick fights with me. I had issues. I started to get angry. Thats when I started to just be rude towards everyone. That's when I started being immature. Mainly cause everyone despised me.Nuking PCL/Threats
Kingman accidentally gave me his Discord account in a screenshot. I logged in once, but that was it until things got bad with me and the PCL Community. Lots of people made fun of me because my age. So I logged into Kingmans account and Nuked PCL. Me and Kill4Ever weren't on good terms, I msged him saying GeNo chat was next. Which was just to scare him. Same with Itami. I was angry at everyone.
But none of that is an excuse for what I did. Though I was going through a tough time, I still shouldn't have done any of that. But after my break, I feel like I have changed. I feel like a better person.NOTE:
A long while ago, I was getting better, and I told everyone, that one day, I would forreal apply to GeNo one day. And someone told me to do it. So I felt confident of myself. This was never to copy anyone. Or get back at anyone. Anyone who I don't like, I've separated myself with. Including Painn.
I clearly changed you when I left PB2 for a bit dafuqqq
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